Ever Refining-Fitness

I am trying to be fit. Years and years I have done workout video's and walking on a treadmill and joined aerobic classes.  This has always been in an effort to be fit and healthy, but more importantly to me at the time, to be thin.

But being thin seems to be elusive to me and my body.  I can lose some weight occasionally, when I am a dedicated dieter.  But as soon as I stop counting calories, the weight is back on.  I can never, ever stop the counting.

So, perhaps my goal needs to change.  I need to just be fit.  Maybe the thin will come later.

But by the looks of things, I am not holding my breath.

But I am also not going to give up!